Dr. Jeckyl and Mr. Tired, and random thoughts.

It seems that no matter what I do I wake up tired. I wish I knew the cause of this. I bet it is sleep appneia but I refuse to give in to it. I think Marilyn told me last night I stoped breathing but I didn't notice so I dont believe her. I think my not wanting to admit it is becasue of that mask they have to wear when you have it. I dont think I could get used to it, and I think it would make intamcy harder. You can't really cuddle with a scooba mask on. I have told my self that if I am not going to get my sleep checked out that I need to choose to have a good mood all day and not complain about being tired. Isn't it neat that you can tell yourself to be in a good mood and sometimes it actually works. I am going to "train" myself to be in a good mood all the time. I wish this was possible but I will do me best.
My wife and I love the hollidays. From October through January we pretty much go all out in decorating. well maybe not as all out as some people but pretty much as all out as we can get. when i say me I mean Marilyn mostly. I kinda slack on the little stuff but I will be the one hanging the lights after she tells me where to put them. I bring this up because this is the first year we are in our house during the Hollidays. We are really excited to decorate and just really have fun with our home. Marilyn bought christmas lights this week and we plugged one strand in and it was so bright, I think when we get all of them up our house will glow. We really like the Big bulbed C9 lights and these are going to look so good. An added bonus to all this is, that through work I can get a man lift for free. So there wont be any climbing up and down a ladder a thousand times. This is good for me cause now I wont be dead tired after I spend a day hanging lights. Yea me!
My mom is coming to visit and this is going to be an awesome thanks giving. I really miss her and she always cooks like crazy for the holliday I hope to have many treats and a lot of fun with her for the short time she is here. I think for this "Slapsgiving" we are smoking a turkey and having all the normal fixings. I just have to find me a good size turkey like three days before the feast. Wish me luck I dont know what its like down here but I can assume that they run out fairly quickly.
Ok well I will get on here later. Y'all keep it real.