Well the guy quit and now I am busy at work. The only plus side of this is that now the day goes by quickly. I barely have time to blog. Jk I can always find time for that. :) In all seriousness I haven't ran around like I have the past couple day since I framed houses. Its been fun. There is nothing more manly then getting in a huge earth moving machine and driving it around. In the little skid steers you can pop wheelies and just ride it out. I love doing that by the way. That and they do the tightest doughnuts. I cant wait until we get our land then I can rent a DOZER!!! Take that Marilyn. I will have to invite friends to this and we can all take turns. It is going to be awesome. I may make a weekend out of it.
Our pastor at church gave a crazy sermon on Sunday. It was so good I am afraid to do anything except sit at the house and pray. It talked about gossip and taming your tongue. It was like he lives with me. It really woke me up to how much I still need to grow as an adult. Sometimes I forget I am still a kid. Not literally of course but I am very young. I really don't like to stir up drama but have noticed that lately I have started talking about people when they aren't there. Nothing really bad just little comments. Some people I am around have a lot more to say but its not about them is it? I need to work on my self. Levi said that the things you say are a reflection of inner problems. I realized that I lie a lot. Not to everyone mind you, mostly to the woman I love the most. How sad is that? I have really been working on this lately and to hear Levi talk about it this way really gave me motivation. Its not that they are big lies they are usually because I feel it would be easier to say one thing cause it creates less opportunity for me to get in trouble, when actually it does the opposite. Like the other day she asked where I was and I said I left work early to play disc golf with Levi. I had actually taken the whole day off cause I didn't feel like going in and used my sick time. I was in the middle of a round and was trying to get off the phone to continue playing. I don't know why I felt I needed to say that but I did like it was second nature. I fesses up later and got in way more trouble than i would have been in had I told the truth. How childish! It was like a natural reaction and after the sermon this scares me big time. I realized that I have some crazy trust issues. I am not sure why i can't be open and honest. If any one wants to help feel free to jump in this mess. I mean I might need an army of loving people to whip me into shape.
I know this is random but it has really got me excited. I need to work on my truck next month and I plan on doing the brakes. I hope I don't mess them up and crash. Foretelling any one. Jk I hope.
Peace
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