Adult Hood

This week My sister in law's, husbands, cousin was in town. He is our age and is into partying like I thought I was. They want to go out at night and hang out and have fun and i just cant hang. I realized how old I feel. I can't believe how much having a "real" job affects how much fun I am. I really want to go but know if I go I will be so tired the next day. Waaawaaa. I know I am a little baby. I wish I had my wife's job she doesn't have to be to work until nine and gets off the same time I do. Lucky. That's what a college degree does for you though.

On a side note though I have noticed that since I have moved to Texas I have become more and more confrontational. I don't know if it is because my role has changed since I got married or I just got tired of being walked on like I used to. I am not sure its a change for the better. Its one thing to stand up for yourself and entirely different to be a bully or pushy or what ever negatives that could come from this attitude. I hope that my friends or wife will say something if I step over that make believe boundary. If you are scared to say something maybe bring Brad to the conversation. Hes a friend that's big and scary. (Jk) Hes not to scary but I definitely would think twice before getting mad at him. Mostly because of his man beard. For real that thing could take me in a one on one fight. Like sitting there looking at it I feel it sizing me up. Jk I love brad in a non-romantic way hes my boy.

And lastly I LOVE my wife. Just felt it need said today.